I've been doing a lot of thinking recently. What else do you do when you can't sleep? And I've come to the realization that sometimes this life we lead, the way that we have chosen, is more about me and my needs than it is about him and his.
I need him to lead....I need to step away I need to give up control. I need to shut off my inner dialog and just go with the flow. But what one needs and what one gets are quite often two different things. As in my life right now, I am the one leading, poking, prodding, pulling, nagging, coaxing, screaming, yelling.....and dieing inside
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