Where to start....

Well, I've been back a couple days now. Die_Tryin is back at home, and life should return to normal right???? RIGHT????

WHAT it'll never be normal again? sigh...you're right nothing will ever be "normal" for this sub or her Dom again. Why? well if you've been following us any length of time you know that DT and I had our first (with many more to come) face to face visits this week. That time together has changed us, molded us, and sealed our fates. We cannot continue in the path we were on, the only path is the one towards each other.

DT came in, and a storm blew in just as I had to take off to get him. Of course, the amount of traffic and the vast quantity of water on the roads slowed me down and I was late. I have to tell you I was nearly in tears talking to him on my way to the airport I knew that he had to be disappointed that I wasn't there. Luckily his plane was held on the runway due to lightning and I wasn't very late at all. I found my way to the terminal and found a landmark that he knew he could find. And I waited, feeling silly as I read the directory to him. Then..yes that's when I saw someone behind me, bend over to put down a bag, and I knew it was him. He wrapped his arms around me pulling me back against him. Those strong arms holding me close were all I needed to finally relax. My Dom was there, with me, and he was holding me. I could have cried. He loosened his grip and turned me to face him, and that is where I got the kiss....that first kiss. It was everything I had hoped for and more.

When it comes to that kiss I have to tell you all that I warned him beforehand that while I never measure him against the men in my past at this moment I would, because I met my SO at the airport the first time as well. Now, let me tell you all, that the meeting with my SO and that kiss couldn't have been farther from my mind. In fact, it was just as I started writing this that I remembered it. For the record, my Sir has these lips that just beg to be kissed, and does he know how to use them!!!!!!

I had to find a bathroom at this point and he led me off to the restrooms. Kissing, touching, laughing, talking....loving being together. I came back out, kissed him for all I thought I was worth, and we headed back off to the car. It was several minutes of us laughing, kissing, and just being amazed that we were together finally. We got to the car and I handed him my keys, we put his bags in the car and it started to rain. He opened my door for me - Ladies this is a true gentleman - and we stood there, neither one of us caring about the rain kissing again, feeling the others touch not wanting to part but knowing what awaited us.

Yes, I let him drive us back to the hotel. This was no small feat for me. I do not trust people to drive with me in the car, even my SO who is an over the road truck driver, I panic I back seat drive, I panic! But with my Sir, I was relaxed and gave up control of the car freely. That was one of many moments that clarified my trust for this man. The one I have given my heart, soul, and now body to.

I have so many things to say about this trip, I'm sure they'll keep me writing for WEEKS!!

Microfantasy Monday

So, I decided I'd try my hand at this Microfantasy Monday thing I keep hearing about. Not sure that I'll have much luck but here goes...

This week the theme is Thunder. OH, don't forget to stop by and visit Sweltering Celt at her blog.


The night is so dark, the clouds have rolled in from the mountains, and covered the moon. Standing in the bedroom looking out the french doors I watched the rainfall, praying the storm would pass. Ever since I was a child I hated thunderstorms. The lights had flashed several times the last hour, thankfully my cell phone was maintaining signal.

"Babydoll? Are you ok lover" You asked. The wind was picking up, whipping the trees around in a mad dance of dark figures, like Imps offering up Thanks to the Gods. While I knew you were just trying to distract me, the tension in the air tonight wasn't going to let me relax and stop my pacing.

"Mmm-hmmm, fine babe. Why do you ask?"

"You're very quiet tonight lover," the concern in his voice brought me back momentarily.

"It's just the storm love. I'll be fine when it ends." Once more I started pacing the length of the house, from the kitchen to the bedroom, and back again.

"You know once we're together, you'll love storms."

I laughed knowing that he had been saying that for the last several months, I'd yet to believe him, and with there being no end to our separation in sight, I wasn't holding out much hope. "You know if you say that often enough lover I may actually start to believe it."

"Oh, what would help you believe it Babydoll?" he said in that soft soothing voice that always brings me to my knees. I stopped my pacing and fell into the recliner outside the bedroom door. There was something odd in your voice.

I put my head against the wall and sighed deeply, "You here, now Sir." There was a long pause then before I whispered, "I need you." Those three words, the ones that mean more to us both than I love you. They held a much deeper meaning, one we would never admit to anyone outside us.

"I know Babydoll," he laughed, "all in due time." There was a flash of lightning then and the lights went out. I gasped in surprise and curled my legs up in the chair wrapping my free hand around them, my cheek on my knees. "K? Can you do me a favor?"

"Yes Sir"

The house was dark, and the only sound was the rain falling. Splattering the house, falling harder as the minutes went on. "Alright Babydoll, I want you to go to the door, open it, step outside, and tell me what you see?"

"Are you CRAZY!? It's pouring out there, Babe." What was he thinking?? sighing deeply again, "Which door, Sir?" I knew I couldn't say no to him.

"How about the bedroom?" Of course the bedroom. French doors, that open out on to a patio in serious need of repair. Slowly, stretching my legs, and easing up from the chair I made my way to the bedroom door. Not really wanting to, but not seeing any other option.


I walked up to the door, hesitating as I opened the door and let the cool air blow over me. "Let me know when you are outside, lover." He instructed.

I counted to 3, before stepping out into the rain. Amazingly it wasn't coming down that hard after all. "OK Sir, I'm outside. Now what?"

Just then a flash of lightning crossed the sky lighting up the dark road in front of my house, and the black SUV that wasn't supposed to be there. And him....standing in the rain, a smile on his face, he'd done it.......






I wasn't afraid anymore