10 days.....

Friday morning I got up at the crack of dawn...ok several hours before dawn actually. I got up, loaded myself into the car and headed for the airport where I managed to find my way through security and to the gate.

Seat assignment? center. UGH no thanks, what can I do. hmmm, they have one seat open on the isle, but its a bulkhead seat. Oh hell, I have small luggage lets go for it! I took the seat and I tell you it was the best I could have asked for. The bulkhead wall ended just before my seat, so it was almost like sitting in first class, I could stretch my legs out and relax for the flight.

It was a long 4 hours, full of turbulence but every minute that ticked by brought me closer and closer to my sir.

We arrived at the gate and had to sit on the runway waiting for another plane to vacate our gate. This was just the delay that we needed to give DT the time he needed to get a parking spot and into the terminal to pick me and my luggage up.

I can't tell you how amazing it was to see his smiling face when I came downstairs to pick up my luggage. His smile was the only thing I saw. His eyes second, the pure unadulterated love in his face consumed me. I was HOME. With my sir....did I mention, he brought me ROSES!!! No one has ever given me flowers before, and he brought me ROSES!!!

Where to start....

Well, I've been back a couple days now. Die_Tryin is back at home, and life should return to normal right???? RIGHT????

WHAT it'll never be normal again? sigh...you're right nothing will ever be "normal" for this sub or her Dom again. Why? well if you've been following us any length of time you know that DT and I had our first (with many more to come) face to face visits this week. That time together has changed us, molded us, and sealed our fates. We cannot continue in the path we were on, the only path is the one towards each other.

DT came in, and a storm blew in just as I had to take off to get him. Of course, the amount of traffic and the vast quantity of water on the roads slowed me down and I was late. I have to tell you I was nearly in tears talking to him on my way to the airport I knew that he had to be disappointed that I wasn't there. Luckily his plane was held on the runway due to lightning and I wasn't very late at all. I found my way to the terminal and found a landmark that he knew he could find. And I waited, feeling silly as I read the directory to him. Then..yes that's when I saw someone behind me, bend over to put down a bag, and I knew it was him. He wrapped his arms around me pulling me back against him. Those strong arms holding me close were all I needed to finally relax. My Dom was there, with me, and he was holding me. I could have cried. He loosened his grip and turned me to face him, and that is where I got the kiss....that first kiss. It was everything I had hoped for and more.

When it comes to that kiss I have to tell you all that I warned him beforehand that while I never measure him against the men in my past at this moment I would, because I met my SO at the airport the first time as well. Now, let me tell you all, that the meeting with my SO and that kiss couldn't have been farther from my mind. In fact, it was just as I started writing this that I remembered it. For the record, my Sir has these lips that just beg to be kissed, and does he know how to use them!!!!!!

I had to find a bathroom at this point and he led me off to the restrooms. Kissing, touching, laughing, talking....loving being together. I came back out, kissed him for all I thought I was worth, and we headed back off to the car. It was several minutes of us laughing, kissing, and just being amazed that we were together finally. We got to the car and I handed him my keys, we put his bags in the car and it started to rain. He opened my door for me - Ladies this is a true gentleman - and we stood there, neither one of us caring about the rain kissing again, feeling the others touch not wanting to part but knowing what awaited us.

Yes, I let him drive us back to the hotel. This was no small feat for me. I do not trust people to drive with me in the car, even my SO who is an over the road truck driver, I panic I back seat drive, I panic! But with my Sir, I was relaxed and gave up control of the car freely. That was one of many moments that clarified my trust for this man. The one I have given my heart, soul, and now body to.

I have so many things to say about this trip, I'm sure they'll keep me writing for WEEKS!!

OMG OMG OMG We did it!!!

I can't believe it! Tonight the tickets were bought that will bring Die_Tryin to me !! Can anyone ask for a better Birthday present than to have the love of their life fly out to spend a fabulous 3 days and nights with them for the FIRST time ever!

To say that I'm excited is an oversimplification of the emotions running through me right now.

So, With this short and sweet post I can't sit still long enough to write I'm going to throw together a count down clock and go enjoy my chat time with DT