HNT - His

So, I'm back for HNT of course, LOL, I had to take a few days to try and work on my relationship with DT. I'm happy to say that we are still together and that we are still working on US. Our plans have not changed, we will be together, but we now see some things in ourselves and each other that we need to work on. I have so much to write about the next few days...you'll all get tired of hearing from me. LOL

Now...on to the HNT ness......






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A Dom with OCD?

Sir Sunday 7-12-09

From the mind of Die_Tryin


Today I am starting with a question.
“Have you ever gotten fixated on a new idea or pastime that has consumed your thoughts to almost the point of not functioning?”

Well for me it is not too far of a trip, I have a mild form of OCD toward new experiences and “hobbies” couple that with a Virgo birth-sign...well now you know why I have “geek” tendencies.

So the OCD makes all new things a heavy focus and the Virgo in me makes me research it until I am a “book” master of the subject or task at hand. HBD mentioned in her blog post "Everyone should love a geek". I quote HBD "A Geek will study anything and everything from anatomy to physics, to the pure science of sex itself with an un-dying passion. " so that is part of what makes me a “Geek”.

So as you have been reading HBD and I are on a journey of mutual as well as self discovery, in our lives and our lifestyle. In these discoveries the latest one to surface is a mutual appreciation and interest, in rope play of all types, we are both novices, yet when I look at it my OCD kicks in and I am already trying to figure out Shibari a very advanced form of Japanese rope bondage, now that is just like me Run before I am even walking, so I have to remind myself to learn the basics before going to the advanced. Who knows Someday HBD will “Fly” by my rope work, but until then I have to remember to practice and take it slow, It is a good thing I have a great loving and trusting partner in my HBD.

~DT

another shower

It's so hot and you're not expected home for a couple hours I've been cleaning all day and I decide to sneak in a quick shower before starting dinner. I strip down and enter the warm water letting it run over my body washing the day's stress away.



Reaching for the soap I lather up my hands enjoying the slick suds on my fingers, quickly soaping my body knowing time is short if I want to get supper on the table before you get home. Most nights wouldn't be an issue, but I have plans for tonight. Arms, legs, hips, shoulders, stomach, ... breasts oh... yeah, my soapy fingers glide over my breasts bringing a gasp to my lips. I couldn't stop myself now, caressing both breasts in earnest. running my hands over my hardening nipples closing my eyes as the hard nubs slide between my fingers.



Caught up in the moment pushing my breasts together squeezing the nipples and twisting them with a pinch for good measure, rolling them through my finger tips feeling my pussy getting wet and dripping down my leg. But not daring to touch it, I want to be ready for you when dinner is done. To show you the results of having left me alone for the day - wanting and needing you. But my breasts and nipples are fair game.



Then I hear the distinct sound of the bathroom door opening and realize you're home early. CRAP, there's no way to hide what I've been doing, my cheeks are flushed, my nipples erect and my breathing is quickened



"Babydoll? What's this? you couldn't wait for me?" I can hear the displeasure in your voice.



'No, Sir, I . . . " you cut me off with a finger on my lips, then pulled your shirt off.



"I am very disappointed, little one, I thought tonight would be ours." your pants were dropped in a heap on the floor, socks and boxer briefs quickly following. Your erection brought a deep yearning feeling to my groin, I couldn't help but groan softly at the site of your naked body before me. I wanted you, now, here, I wanted to touch you, taste you, feel you inside my body. But the look on your face caused me to step back from you as you came into the shower and reached for me. You were upset, I'd let you down. I didn't know what to expect.



Without a word, you grabbed my wrist twisting me away from you with a gentle push. With my free hand, I catch myself against the cool tile wall and hold my body against it with my other hand still caught behind me. Your free hand came down hard on my ass cheek, causing me to gasp in surprise and groan deeply wanting all at the same time. Your hand slipped down between my waiting lips to feel the hot wetness of my eager pussy. You chuckled softly knowing I was more than ready to serve your desires, without a second thought you leaned over, bit my shoulder gently then slipped the head of your cock between my legs, and deeply into my waiting hole. Screaming your name as my first orgasm rocked my body...



Who says a little misbehaving doesn't have its rewards.

Marriage, sex, and this submissive's heart...

As you may...or may not know, Die_tryin and I, are married - but not to each other. He has been married to a very vanilla for a little over 2 years (a light swat on the butt and she's whining about why do you want to huuuuurt me), and I am married to a narcissistic abuser what I'm sure would say he wants to be a dominant if I would let him in on my desires. (The danger beacons are flashing)

This past week Die_Tryin was out of town for a couple days because of a training session for work. We had amazing nights on the phone lasting into the wee hours. Falling asleep to each others voices, sharing our hopes, dreams, and expectations. Then, he had to return home. Thursday night to be exact, so it was a short night for us a little chatting online but nothing like the nights we had just had. The nights that we couldn't get enough of. It was a painful thing for us both, his SO was angry and demanding as he drove home, but when he returned to the house she pretended that nothing had happened. How she thought that was going to improve things between them, neither of us can say.

Friday, he returned to work and found himself the recipient of several calls from her alluding to the fact she had a "reconnect" night planned for them. To say that this was a futile effort on her part is an understatement. But alas she tried. And he, well he had to play along - and will continue until he can remove himself from this complication in a manner that relieves some of his sense of responsibility.

Where did this leave me? Well, it left me alone last night, knowing that he was with her and that yes he is married to her, and yes he would have sex with her. And that is very painful for this submissive's heart.