The Hardest Part

First let me start by saying this is Die_tryin, filling in for my lovely his_babygirl.

Now on to the meat of the topic... As Babygirl introduced us we are both in complicated situations in our primary lives and as such we only have limited time together online and on the phone. Now the hardest part, her significant other (SO) who works away most of the time is home for the holiday weekend, this is our first 3 day weekend with limited contact, it is only the first 24 hours and we are both a mess, she is on edge and not happy, I am in a similar way. We both realize this is the way it has to be until we untangle our situations apart from us until we can become us. The day has been full of quick texts, tweets, and a few naughty SMS messages. These are not a substitute for our normal almost unfettered access to each other. In our usual honesty, we are sharing all the interactions of the "SO's", it is creating feelings of confusion and anger and sympathy on levels we have never felt to this point. While we know this is how it has to be for now it doesn't make it any easier, It leaves us wondering when the Fates will intervene, or if we have to make our own fate....... DT