These are the things I want with him...

I'm having a rough time...with my life, with my submission, with my hope.

So, I've been thinking that I need to put together a list, of all the things that I have to look forward to when we are together.

I want to...
1. Be there when he comes home. With a smile on my face, take his coat, take his shoes, give him a drink and spend the evening with him.

2. Cook dinner for him, fill his plate, sit down at the table and enjoy his company. Listen to him talk about his day, sharing every up and down.

3. Sit on the couch and watch TV after the kids have gone to bed. Kissing, and holding, loving each other.

4. Sit at his feet while he's working on the computer, his hand on my head, stroking my head.

5. Going to bed together, curling up together, just feeling the touch of his skin against mine, his arms around me holding me...protecting me.

6. Waking up to his kisses, not to mention the morning sex.

7. Holding hands as we walk through the store, giggling and laughing while we buy groceries, chit-chatting and laughing as we people watch and window shop at the mall.

8. Bring him tools, and beverages as needed when he's working on the car, in the yard, around the house.

9. Going to the zoo, museums, movies with my kids. Just being a family.

10. Really talk to him, looking him in the eyes, seeing in his soul while we share our hopes, dreams, wants, and desires.