I'm tired....so very very tired. Another night alone in bed, cold, unable to sleep, tossing and turning all night looking for the one thing that would help me sleep. The warmth of his body next to mine - I hurt deeply, and he wasn't there to heal me.
We had a promise to never got to bed without our nightly tuck-in, in person or on the phone. It was my promise to him and his promise to me. Yet last night I didn't get that tuck in....and it hurt. It's our protocol, its what makes us who we are. And it didn't happen. I had to get up at 3 am to be ready for work. A good co-worker called me to make sure I was up, and shortly after DT called to wake me up. He explained that he had talked to his EX and she was supportive. She's moved on long ago and seems happy for him.
I spent the day at work, working feverishly to get caught up and get everything done. Its been a hell of a couple weeks at the store and I feel like I'm always moving backward. It's not even 7 and honestly, after all, I've gone through recently, I'm ready for bed. But I know....with every cell in my body...I won't sleep.
Hot photo and great post.
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