Greetings again my kinky friends and followers. Time for another installment of Sir Die Tryin's soapbox in the dark corner of his mind. Things are moving along, HBD and I are working on integrating our D/s into our daily lives and making progress. I have realized being a "Daddy" figure is feeling more and more natural every day and we are getting more comfortable communicating our needs. Today's post is just random observations and thoughts from me.
First, it was recently HBD's birthday, her mother ordered in her favorite food from where she grew up, Portillo's Italian Beef, if you haven't had a Chicago style Italian Beef sandwich, you are missing out, and if you haven't had a Portillo's you need to get one before you die. The night before I grilled her regular favorite meal ribeye steak and sweet potato, real Midwest comfort food a good solid meal all the way around.
I don't normally talk bedroom except in generalities. For the same reason that certain parts of our bodies were "off-limits" when we participated in HNT. Because they are my property and I choose not to share them. But in this one case, I will make an exception. My Babydoll is an exceptional lover, responsive, and takes all I give and keeps coming back for more. However, I want to give her special recognition in her fellatio skills When given the direction to suck my cock, not only is she eager like my little cock hungry whore should be, she gives it 150% until I tell her to stop or let her claim her "bragging rights" when I let her service me until I cum. In that one act, I see the care, the desire to serve (Not that it isn't there in other parts of our play and sex life.) this one act that she performs so well that is purely to please her Sir. I sometimes think I see a smile and a twinkle in her eyes as I give the direction to service me. Her term "bragging rights" comes from none of my prior lovers or sexual partners ever having cared enough to see the task through to completion, Usually, it always came to an end prematurely with one excuse or another, like a sore jaw (I am a bit thick in that area) or it takes too long to get me off. My Babydoll had set the goal to surpass and overshadow any prior attempts before we ever met in person, and she has succeeded repeatedly. In sharing this it reminds me just how lucky I am to have found my Babydoll, and that she chose to give me her submission, and continues to work with me towards our dreams and aspirations of a 24/7 D/s life.
In closing, whatever your situation is make the best of it, appreciate what you have and don't lose the best thing in your life over being stubborn or stupid, people change and the ones that truly want to be in your life and want you in theirs will find you. You just have to be smart enough to recognize when you have it.
Thank you, my friends, for reading, about our journey through love and submission.
~Die
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